THE UNIT

*complete*

in between heels, train & nephew

and who's up for the chopping block, next? ;p

till then.

*sealed with lotsa hug&kisses*

SHALL WE?

 

 credit to diana :)

a lil tease..wont harm ayyy?

till then

*sealed with lotsa love&sweat*

SPEAKING OF THE DEVIL..

bersih 3.0 goes Berlin!

same day but bigger event,

happy birthday mama!

till then.

*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

I CAME.."BERSIH"

i never claimed to be a leftist nor

partisan to the current government.

a plain & frequent question as to why

i'm writing on Burma/Myanmar.

(with all due respect) i elucidate,

"its easy to scrutinize other country

but not your own" :)

and yess..the last thing i want to do..

is turning this blog into a political space.

till then.

*sealed with hugs&kisses*

DIFFERENT KIND OF PRESSURE

so..she got married at the age of 26.
after 1month of wedded-bliss, she called.
before we hung up, she questioned when
will i get married..heedlessly & within a second
told her i don't know..never tot of it.
(even when i was in a r/ship
i/we never touched abt it.)*
then she asked me..
OK...BILA SHA NAK HABIS BELAJAR?
sumpahh terusss stresss.
Ya Allah.

congratulations dearest cousin!

*relationship that worth 3 kids ustaz told.
..by some malay standard i guess ;)

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

TREASURE

credit to the man behind the cam ;)

till then.

*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

SATISFACTION

mind-boggling..but Myanmar was my first

backpacking destination ever. incline with my tots

that its my responsibility as a researcher, i say

hello to the land of golden pagodas :)

second time is even better.

as 'flat' as i can be (muka tak puas hati)..this is not me.
its a boy...random boy on the street. just so u know. (lol!)

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

26th MARCH 2012

it takes one bad gesticulation
to kill everything.
terima kasih.

till then.
*sealed with abundance of hugs&kisses*

PRECIOUS

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

NEW CHAPTER

took the time off fm the lane to
backpacking fm the north to south.
i don't know where i'd be standing at this
point of life if it is not because of the ordeals.
spending time with those less fortunate had
taught, matured & helped me thru the bumps.
i am humbled by the whole experience.

and to wrap up..
finally i am a certified backpacker!!

ok..self-proclaimed is ugly ;p
bye.

till then.
*sealed with loves&kisses*

LIFTING UP MY FINGERS

the current & rapid changes which are taking place
in Burma/Myanmar create significant challenges
to my research..as if spending 8 months alone in
finding the right theory (gallons of tears & blood were shed
during the process ;p ) to my subject is not
daunting enough.

turning 1 year 2 months old research student within 2 weeks
is ________ (fill in the blank). pushing myself for proposal
presentation by April. (and lets pray its a go,
then only i can)..start writing my thesis.
submit. prepare for viva/thesis defence..& i'm done!
cari jodoh dan kawin terus.

whoopss. scratch that ;p since i have NO working experience,
i think i should..err..lets keep it that way :D
doctorate awaits.

*would like to thank Dr. F. Kevin for his guidance & support :)

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

2THOUSAND12

becoming Marissa.

to the left to the left.

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

TWENTY ELEVEN

i hope 2012 is the year where
things fall into place, perfectly.
as i will embrace my 2011 tears of joy & pain.
thank you, for being part of my life.

.........................................

pulling off my 2011 plug with,
Coldplay live in Berlin 21.12.11
& Southern Europe junket.
Merry Xmas & Happy New Year (in advance).
see you after the Holidays.

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

LAUGHING OUT LOUD

Fashion designers are like politicians.
you wouldn't have thought that not having
an academic background in the field would
still make you in the industry. well of coz
you need a far out sense, heart & passion to break it..
if not..money and networking, will do :D

in case..if a scholarly pursuit is far fetched,
i know i have an option ;p

till then.

*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

25 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

as i have promised :)

1. eat incessantly
2. never consumed alcohol
3. never eaten vegetables
4. never had a facebook
5. just started eating beef
6. hate sushi
7. was once struggled with mysophobia
8. hv a long-term distrust and suspicion of others
9. hv no poker face
10. asocial & misanthropist
11. abhor gossip & nonsense
12. cleave to my own theorem
13. just granted with a full-fledged driving licence *lol
14. address my kakak as 'adik'
15. sibs & future b.i.l call me john
16. known as 'sha' in the alyahya family
17. good-humored *friends jibe i'm high on drug *garu kepala
18. don't keep up with classmate fm school/university
19. hv inclination towards asians but no malay men has gotten me gaga
20. hardly take picture when i'm out
21. may appear confident but NOT
22. the only 1 fm the sib not 2b martial arts trained
23. love football but prefer rugby
24. air supply 'when i need u' made me cry as a kid
25. i'm a true scorpio. go figure.

*damn it i'd rather sit for spm than this ;p

till then.

*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

THE REDS THING

forever.

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

AND WHERE IS MY PRESENT?

yes i just turned 25 (16.11.11),
kicking for exactly a quarter of century!
and next post will be "25 facts about me"
to commemorate my 25th jubilee.
*coughing* ...still at number 13. ;p

*27 clubbers. i am now just 2 years away from death :D
**thank you so much for all the wishes and doa(s). cousins & friends,
i'll collect my presents once i reach home..i accept cash and cheque, too.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

SEPTEMBER DANCE

tasha.indera.*.jue.izzy.haniff

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

RAYA HAJI

hidden talent ;p

oh well i myself cant believe that i can cook.
*sarcastic-face*
anyway..what's yours? ;p

till then.

PROBLEM

as i grow wiser..i listen more and talk less.
well..not really..i don't talk that much neither when i was younger.
i don't have any social anxiety..it just...
i don't care to make more friends..
spend my time at mamak for hours..
tweet every second of my life.
simply because,
i don't want to end up snapping
others for being forthright with my 2 pennies worth
& of coz..i have better things to do. :)

*studies show that women speak 3 times more words per day than men.

obviously i wasn't part of the study..i would have debunked it.



till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT

because i don't like your attitude.
that is why i
DON'T want to
compromise.

i don't take words indubitably..
i was born to call in questions.
nonsensical, is not tolerable.

Thank You.

BACK TO BASIC

it was dyed mahogany but the roots were showing
and i decided to go back to black :)

feeling like kim k.
next step; boobs, butts & sex video.
Come reality program & I'm famous! :D

*as if i hv nothing better to do here, in campus.

till then.
*sealed with hugs&kisses*

KHALASSS!

them :)

*sehen uns im september manuel.

till then.
*sealed with hugs&kisses*

TODAY

just a quick update.

back on campus in 1 piece ;p
after a dauntless excursion.
i'm happy.

now..up for the latest draft
with a view to supervisor.
nervous + excited = nervcited?

beyond...world-weariness. urgh.

till then.
*sealed with hugs&kisses*

KK :D

dear guys,

i'd do again ;p

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

COMPLIMENTARY

BOTH MY PATERNAL PARENTS AGREE THAT I HAVE
AN ULTRA EGO SYNDROME
THAT THEY HAVE COME ACROSS IN THEIR SHORT LIVES...

I GUESS THE POMPOUS BRITISH WOULD
READILY ADAPT ME AS A DAINTY LADY
TO ACCOMPANY QUEEN ELI II
FOR A CUP OF TEA THEN ;)

till then.
*sealed with hugs&kisses*

FACT & NOT FUNNY

Zapin Johor...NOT! :)
no wonder he always teases on how i run.

till then.
*sealed with hugs&kisses*

BAJU KURUNG

well..something that u dont see everyday ;p

*aidilfitri*

*hitting mall on first day of raya is not cool!! ;p

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

THEM

i. miss.

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

ehh..mana my Indera? ;p

COMPLETE

plus s.i.l..

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*

7 .ATE .NINE,

with thania, shamine & diyana.

till then.
*sealed with lotsa hugs&kisses*